You have all this anorexia and bulimia from girls seeing girls on TV and in magazines and Instagram and wanting to look like them.
“It was fun to feel like everyone was watching you and it was cool to be able to say, like, I’m part of a modeling agency.”I asked what had made her want to model. “I guess I wanted to do it from seeing models on TV and in magazines—it was like, Oh, if I can be a model, girls will look up to me like I look up to these girls.
Whenever I’d see models in magazines it was like, Wow, she’s really pretty and if I can be a model, girls will be like, Wow, she’s really pretty, too. I was a bully.” thrives on scenes of meanness between the girls.
Now that she had the eyeliner, the next thing was to figure out what to wear.
She searched in her closet and the heaps of clothes strewn everywhere in her room.
“And that’s why I wanted it to be a date, because if it’s weird to see each other again there will be other people there.”She had enlisted the help of her best friend, Priya, to come along that night “in case it gets awkward,” and Josh was bringing along another boy as Priya’s date.